This year, I've realized that the brightest realizations come from the most cruel moments of weakness. My tumblr demonstrates my rises and falls with myself and the wold around me. You can't change your family, and you can't change your past, but you can change yourself. That being said, don't ever think you have to live up to this strongest person in the world thing. It's weird to try and find a balance between so many of these things in life, but al you can do is forgive, move forward, do what makes you happy, and live for the happiness of yourself. I'm not saying be selfish and self-centered, but if everyone in the world suddenly turns against you one day, you'll at least have someone besides god that believes in you--yourself. You must live for yourself, and do as much as you can to try to make others' happiness possible, without compromising yours.